A New Year

Recapping 2015 was difficult for me. It was a year of turmoil - physically, emotionally, spiritually, relationally. And yet there was more growth, understanding, liberation, healing and shifting than in any single year I can remember.

Over the last few weeks, I realized I've lived my life in external compliance and internal resistance. I am stepping out of character and off the stage to live the real me. I am looking deeply at the fear of disappointing people that has plagued me for too long. Freedom is at hand.

In light of these things, my aspirations for 2016 are to:

• Live authentically from the core of who I am, where humanity and divinity mingle.
• Live surrounded by and filled with Unconditional Love that flows from the Divine, looking for it to manifest for me from anywhere Love may choose to flow.
• Live peacefully and lovingly with myself, my children and all those in my life from closest family to stranger on the street. 
• To let Love dispel the fear of rejection and fear of disappointing to keep me soft and open in relationship with safe people. 
• And to pursue the things as an individual, with my children, and safe people that make me feel magnificently alive. 

I cannot forsee how life will unfold coming out of such a turbulent year. But I will do my best to live wholeheartedly and vibrantly, enjoying the beauty and love in each day, even amidst deep sorrow. 

To a New Year!