Expansion

Here is a glimpse of my soul as you stand on the outside looking in. I wrote these words on the first page of a new journal the other day.

"This journal is starting in one of the biggest transitional times of my life. I feel strong and shaky, solid and fluid, whole and in pieces. Expectant and grieving. Full and empty. Connected and alone. Loved and despised. Hurting and Healing. Alive and dying. How can I be feeling such opposing things all within the space of myself? Hmmm. . . this is where the idea of vastness within fits beautifully. Expansion. The Universe is constantly expanding. Of course my connection to the Infinite God who created an expanding universe would make it so that the universe of my body would also be able to expand.
So into the vastness I will extend in every opposing direction and become limitless."